Things I Love about Thursday #1

So i have borrowed this idea from One Night Stanzas because i think its really cool. and personally I always have massive issues with enjoying thursdays etc. because its so close yet SO far from the weekend. Thursdays are actually a pretty cool day and according to wikipedia quite a lot of interesting stuff happened on this day in 1961 the human rights organization Amnesty International came into being just because everyone started writting letters to the The Observer about an article published Peter Benenson's article 'The Forgotten Prisoners', too cool. Another thing that excites me about thursday is that TOMORROW i am going to the Clothes Show London at the ExCEL :) I am so excited! Pictures will be up tomorrow when i return, or the day after. Hope you all have a lovely start to the weekend.
Love Effie x

Speakers? Check.

Two posts in one day, man i am so bored. Got me thinking, sundays SHOULD be fundays cependant aujourd'hui n'etait pas passionnante. transl: However, today was not exciting. WHY not? Eurgh i dont know! I swear to the holy ord above and jesus and his armarni clad angels revision will be the death of me and my classmates as the general poll and status' on facebook are 'revision is killing me' etcetera. Gah the wonders of the internet, did you know that i managed to procure not only one but two camels one ebay that i could have mailed to me? Thats fantastic. Aussi, de bon chance ma mere qui a achete une billet pour moi a aller le 'Clothes Show London' de 29th Mai, c'est chic, non? transl: Also, with good luck my mum has bought a ticket for me to go to the clothes show london on the 29th of May, so soon i will have lots of pictures and stuff to tell and blog about when i return.
Another thing, im getting my earpierced on tuesday, excitinggg, non?
- Effie x x

wow, tulle!

Yum, so im back and im not so angry this time (thunderous applause!) ahahaha, georgia, the lady who talks to me about anger management and the inspiration for this blog likens me to the guy in the bin from sesame street. Although it is true that he is like that most of the time, which is where we differ because i actually enjoy being lovely :) So a few exciting things to share, firstly i have been to see star trek twice now and im officially a trekky. Sad, maybe? But its awesome and i seriously recommend it to anyone who is a fan of stuff like transformers, not similar storylines in any way but the CGI wil give you goosebumps and blow your ass off. I really want to go and see it at the iMAX and actually get my ass exploded as things fly around. It would be SO cool. Slash chris pine is sooooo delicious it hurts. I want him MORE than i want an education and that is definatley something! Secondement, my prommmmmm is a month away today eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek. Im really excited slash nervous. My dress was in vogue too ahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :):):)
i have more things to add at a later date, such as an update on the Jo Bro's mais i must go revisement right now otherwise my darling mother will actually go stark raving mad! But hey i will leave you with this;

-Eff x

WARNING; lol :)

post below this one is unintended to case harm, simply venting my feelings. apologies to anyone that i offend it is unintentional i just simply need a way out of all this frustration and anger that i feel, You have permission to read it if you wish to altough i advise you that it does not contain correct Spelling, Punctuation OR Grammar. Enjoy at your peril, or just read for shits and giggles.
- Love Effie x

sim card (RANT WARNING, D'ACCORD?)

its so crazily evil. I hate it, i hate phones, i hate people eughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Care to explain? Fine. Right so the boy that i like that is my semi-boyfriend thing whatever i have delelted his number to encourage myself to depart from texting him and to ensure that he texts me first. However this evening while i was unwinding watching my girl 2, sequel to my fave film, i basics decided to ring him on his home phone instead and like eurgh i just feel like im trying way too hard to make something work that is broken. its like what i want is to be with him but not when he is like this i cant stand it! He like rants to me and lectures me trying to teach me and i understand that he is clever and i think its cool i just want him to be the same boy that i fell in love with. I want him to be the protector rather than the teacher. like i want to chill out and not be stressed by him, im scared that we are both going to lose this because we cant glean the truth, i need him in my life but not when its like this. Life is such a let down, it starts off all optimistic and the media ensure us that we have 'a bright future' but its a load of shit. Its all shit. Its like im not so good at this whole life thing, i dont fit in with the cool kids, i dont get the top grades, i dont agree with politicians, i smoke, i drink, i do rediculously stupid things with boys that i shouldnt. Im a joke to society, i call myself a believer in god, and i do. Its just hard in a society thats so sinful and hate ridden to find something to smile about, and i can sit and make excuses for my weakness, cause thats what it is at the end of the day. No one else can succeed at life but me, only i can make something of myself or not. God's got the roads mapped out and i just dont know what to do. I want to smile and be happy but more and more often the things that make me happy arent conventional or come at a price. And the bottom line? Conversation killer and plague evidence is clear, im a sad lonely child without a father. Yes, a semi-orphan now of 4 months and its gone so quick.Im troubled, anxious and rude. i play up and attention seek, as well as being far too vain for my own good. CAuse im weak. I cry and its a character flaw im not proud of. I shift blame onto others and lie to people im supposed to love, its stupid just how much of a fuck up i have become. WHAT IS IT ALL FOR? June is here in like a week - officially summer i hereby decree from my pompous little chair of summer decreeing etc. AND I JUST WANT IT TO BE LIKE IN THE MOVIES. its three months of happiness followed by 9 of rain and pain. OH poetic i know please dont clap. And to be brutally honest, this stupid pathetic little rant was worthless anyway, cause in the grand scheme of things life is generally good if your name is Sophie Turner. But im not, Im a sad little girl who has the mental age of an 11 year old, aspires to be like Macaulay Culkin because he is amazing and yet fails miserably at everything she puts her hands to. Who am i? Well i have NO FUCKING CLUE, but i want to be so much and im willing to try so hard to do it that im becoming something i despise. I should really feel the need to sort my life out and yet im so past caring about fucking society and being perfect that i will just sit and do nothing because, at the end of the day no one can fail at doing nothing.
Want to know a secret, little bitches?
Sparrow isnt actually my last name and im not related to captain jack.
Jokes on you, eh?
-Love Effie ;) x x x

5 hours later..

and one exam lighter!
death death deathhhh, i actually hate maths!
Weather report aujourd'hui: grey skies and rain impending.
Now I just have to learn 16 poems and a whole play before tomorrow! and thats just exam one, OF TWO! :S
to distract me i made this, i think its really cool.


the body parts all belong to me and were taken last summer by my friend steph.
oh and hi sezzzzz ily.
time for some heavy duty reading, exam style.
why, oh why, harper lee?
- Love Effie xx

sh*tttttttttttttttttttttt;

rightttttt so i have my first exam in like, an hour, and im sitting on here absolutely bricking it cause its maths non calc and im retarded. Wish me luck? im gonna need it. I cant stop obsessing overr the 10th birthday issue of nylon! i dont normally re-read magazines more than 3 times but i srsly love looking at this one. eugh, im really scared. i hate how i have to do gcse's, england's exam system is a load of rubbish. crap i have to go try to remember the area of parallelogram, jealous?
obvsssssssssssssss
eugh im going to die.
- Love (very unconfidant slash impending nervy b) Effie x x x x x

Its short cause im revising..

but i just found this;

"This life .. is what you make it. No matter what your going to mess up sometimes it’s a universal truth. But the good part is, you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they’ll act it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they’re your true best friends. Don’t let them go. Also, remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, they’ll come and go to. I hate to say it , most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you cant give up; because if you give up, you’ll never find your soul mate. You’ll never find that half that makes you whole. And that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you are going to fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on and always, always, always believe in yourself. Because if you don’t, then who will sweetie? So. Keep your head up high. Keep your chin up & most importantly keep smiling. Because life a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about."

- Marilyn Monroe-



Whatttaaa Babe!
I just love those songs that make you think about everything that could be, everythign that should be. Everything you want is just within your reach. It makes te whole world seem so small and that anything is possible! It makes you nostaligic and excited for the future, it makes you feel light like you could float anywhere.
The beginning of Shes got you high by Mumm-Ra always makes me feel like this, i absolutely love it, cause summers here and i just cant wait to go cause some chaos!
- Love Effie x x

choose love, choose love, love oh.

hello i am a post,i went on holiday for a week! it was crazy fun! natttttt. ahaha. OKAY so its may! that was so so quick, and im just finishing year 11! here is a pic of my class ahah
oh yum i am going to thorpe park tomorrowww ahaha :)
Im so excited!
- Effie x x